Wednesday, April 8, 2009

For Him

When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you...
When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you...
When I started to like you, I was afraid to love you...
Now that I love you, I'm afraid to loose you...

Each time I miss you, a star falls from the sky
So if you look up at the sky and find it dark, guess what?
It's all your fault my dear...you made me miss you too much!

Friday, April 3, 2009

New Edition

Okay, so this is the little creature growing inside of me. Wow was my initial reaction. I've seen ultrasound pictures and all, but to see my own was completely indescribable! Life right before my eyes! I even had tears. None fell from my eyes, but they were definitely there. I used to always say I didn't want children and that I just wasn't put on earth to be a mother. Even when I found out, I was like "this is wack juice!" I guess when people say your motherly instincts kick in soon after you get pregnant, they aren't lying. I already feel like I want to provide this little person with everything (s)he could possibly need and want. I feel as though nothing else in life will matter to me if (s)he isn't a part of what's going on in my life. I already have a great deal of love for someone that I've never met. That in itself is amazing to me! I think this pregnancy is going to be so fun. I'm going to learn so many things that I never knew before. I'll try to be a walking human sponge! Needless to say, I'm excited! This will be the best gift I've ever received. EVER!!! I love this little person more than words can describe and I cannot wait to meet him/her.

80's baby

80's baby